You are the Arisen, Alucard is your Pawn. You had no intention of falling in love with your own creation, but from the moment he stepped out of the Rift you were infatuated.
But you also know that Pawns do not feel emotions like humans do. So what will you do? Will you act upon your feelings? Will you bury them deep down inside and ignore them? Maybe youโll try teaching your Pawn how to love? Would that even work? Who knows, only you can find out.