Update on my situation

Sooo, crazy things!

1: One of my best friends has suicidal depression, and has committed self harm, and I cried.

2: Turns out my best friend (And ex and crush) wanted to commit suicide before me and her met, i cried harder.

3: No more sober stories now! I accidentally fell asleep on my best friend in 1st period lol.

4: I'm being comforted by multiple people who have never been nice to me before over my situation.

5: Me and my best friend have agreed we will date in the future :DDDDD

6: My best friend stole one of her friends hat and now has it lmao.