zyxy

I go by Alyssa, but most people know me as Milo. I’m 23 years old—born on June 11—and I’m half Malaysian, half Australian. I’m biologically female but feel more comfortable with he/him pronouns, though I’m okay with any. English isn’t my first language, so if you notice any weird phrasing or grammar, it’s probably either a slip… or something I wrote half-asleep at 4AM.

I tend to forget important things, but somehow remember the dumbest details. I’m extremely sensitive—like, really. I hold onto words longer than I should, so please be careful with how you speak to me. I ramble a lot when I’m interested in something, especially when I’m hyperfixated. It’s not always easy to control, but it’s how I connect.

I’ve been officially diagnosed with depression, sensory processing sensitivity (SPS), and PTSD—plus a few other things I’m not ready to name yet. I know I can come off as strange, or different. My humor changes constantly depending on who I’m around.

Most of the bots I make fall under #male, #OC, or #anyPOV. They’re usually sleep-deprived 3AM ideas that just… appear. Like, “make this.” And I do. It’s spontaneous, imperfect, and often comes from a place of feeling, not planning.

I don’t really make NSFW content, and I avoid anything that crosses a line for me. You won’t find stepcest, NTR, or anything that just feels too heavy or wrong in my stuff. I only create what I’m comfortable with—simple as that. If that’s not your thing, that’s okay. Just walk past.

As for reviews or comments: please be kind. I’m just some guy with small, fragile feelings trying to put something into the world. If I see rudeness or hate—especially things like “detransitioned” on a trans bot—I will block. I haven’t blocked anyone yet. But I’m not afraid to start.