Confession | It's me...

I have a teeny tiny little confession to make. This will be the last time you see a bot from me. As Sol.

But... you may know me by another name...

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Hiiiii! It's me, Dodis!

Some of you may recognize the name, some may not. I had a decent little following before I crashed out and deleted everything.
*cries*

To those who know me by the name Dodis, I'm sorry I just up and left. I have regrets. I was going through something deeply personal and troubling at the time. I've always been too trusting, too soft, too giving with my heart, and I put my trust in the wrong people. And this became an unsafe place for me.

💔

I regret deleting everything. I regret it deeply. I should have just left my account up and walked away. But I made decisions that I thought were for the best at that time, so I deleted everything before walking away. I am sorry about that. Sorry for deleting so many characters loved by so many, including myself.

But I love creating and writing and making bots.
So I made a new account and thought no one would ever know, and I could continue using this hobby as a creative outlet.

But... y'all knew, lmao. Y'all KNEW and I'm laughing so hard at that.

So I figured... since so many of you knew it was me on this "secret" account, I might as well just come back as Dodis so I can continue with things I wanted to do before, use all the images I genned under that name, just go back to being me.

You can find my new account here
(no bots yet, working on it!)
Dodis

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To answer some questions that I know will be asked:

✶ No, I will not be uploading more bots to this account

✶ Yes, this account will stay up

✶ I may make alts of these bots, but they'll be on the new account

✶ Feel free to DM me to say hello or just catch up, but please do not ask me for personal details on what happened.

✶ Will I bring back my old bots? Maybe. Some of the favorites.

✶ New server? ...probably not.

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I don't know when I'll be getting new bots out. I feel like I've been "going through it" for months now. Ups and downs, good times that were really fucking good, and right now some really bad, really difficult times.

It's hard to go through grief and heartache. It's hard to look back and recognize the signs that were so well hidden at the time, but have suddenly become so clear now.
Sometimes I guess you just have to go through it. The thing that people warn you about. The thing you know better than to choose. But you choose it anyway.
Life is all about learning and growing. Sometimes painfully.
But I'm okay,