For my dear followers - 👽

So.. Hi again!

I feel like James Charles by apologizing again but it's fair for you all 🤍

But before we start..

For my new followers, Hello! I hope you aren't weirded by this.

I just feel like a LOT of my actions are wrong, yet I keep repeating them.

But now, since I'm mentally better I can peacefully continue with my bot making.

And for my old followers that awaited this long..

I'm, sorry.

And I'm not doing this to uhm, feel better, I just want y'all to understand about the situation (which most of y'all probs don't gaf but ehhh)

Yes, this is the.. Checks clock Second time I just randomly dissapeared into the the shadows of J.ai.. But what has happened for me to become just like y'all fathers.. Went for the milk and never came back (/j).

On my first apology bot (Which you should find it in 2 scrolls on my profile), I've stated of my current situation with my depression and stuff, and uhm, it kinda just gotteennnn a littleeee worse...

I need another break of J.ai, but how do I look like without looking like a slowpoke and lazy creator.. I thought about that, and I decided to fake being sick.

So, I posted my bot, explaining that I was "sick", and went to live my happily after, trying to do therapy and doing my medications.. But, a lot of time has passed since I posted that warning previously, then I noticed that I let the heavy piano hit the head..

In the OG bot, I've stated that if I died, I would probably argue with the devil or something like that, and that made, a little sum of people think after I didn't post for weeks, that I actually died from pneumonia.. Which, I realized.. How am I gonna explain I'm alive?

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3 months later

"I should've explained this WAY earlier."

And, that's how we've came here, again. My stupid(y)ness really keeps acting up on me.

After all those months, I created courage to come here.

How am I right now?

I'm definetely better, I managed to do my therapy sessions normally, which helped with my motivation and stuff, you can see that I'm not being a lot goofier than I was before not because I'm more edgy.. Woo!! It's just because I've calmed myself internally, I'm not more a cringy version of myself. So I'm quite proud of that, I'm cooler to talk and be with other people, so they don't weird out.

And uhm.. Before this ends, I wanted to say that I'll try me best, I really mean it, pinky fingering even, that I will warn you guys about my problems.

.. I'm really sorry.

Have a wonderful day, and thank you for reading 🤍