Getting out while I still can-

I think it's been a good run but I'm tired.
Watching everyone tell me to hold back.
Seeing them all run up and down the "Red carpet".
Told to never let it get to my head.
I don't know where I am anymore, but I just want to go home.

I enjoyed the wind in my hair and took the moment for granted.
I had fun times.
I had shit times.
Sometimes, I was forced to kneel... but I still held my pride.

I'm putting everything on a freeze. I can't think of anything to write. I can't even think.
Just spiraling downward with tons of regrets.
I know it's not a race but being told one thing just to watch everyone leave you behind or do the thing you're told not to-
It sucks.
Probably all my fault or whatever, idc.
Peace, I guess?

Might post elsewhere when I can think again, dunno. Don't care. Bots are temp anyway.

Have my yearly warframe stats too.