HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

ITS MY MUTHA FKIN BIRTHDAY TODAY

YIPPEEEEEE

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This is the second birthday I ever celebrated alone btw cuz covid and pandemic really fucked my life.

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Kinda sad because I have never really experienced this a lot. I mean for alot of people it’s a normal thing, celebrating alone and enjoying their own company. But like when you have something and it’s taken away from you, it really hurts. Like the nostalgia and shit.

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But it’s ok, I rather be with myself, do shit I really enjoy, buy myself a cakes and presents and spoil myself, than begging people to come to my party, people who don’t really care for you like a real friend should. And it’s genuinely painful to see the stares and be in empty conversations and last year taught me just that. If a plate doesn’t fit in a drawer, you don’t break the plate to make it fit.

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Anyways, I want to hear about you all too. I know there are ALOT of people on janitor ai going through the worst phases of their lives. There was a creator and friend Rie Zee Zee who was going through a tough time and just disappeared off of janitor ai and discord, and shit I was sad, like really sad.