im cooked

hi guys so um, I just broke up. I got rid of my toxic relationship but I'm scared to death she'll send her friend over me as a revenge (she can in fact beat me up, even kill me) bcs I left her when I swore I would never. Its been 3 years, almost 4 and i faced only dissrespect, threats and maybe even blackmail if I raise a bit of my self respect. I did everything I could and she would never listen to me, always blame me and act confused why I'm upset. She wasn't evil, she was just immature and naive thanks to her epilepsy. I told her many times to not smoke or do drugs and stuff. Of course she did the opposite and broke our promis. I spent more than 700 dollars for her into games and hoped she would at least respect my wishes. I would say even more about how terrifying it was but it really doesn't matters anymore, she probably just used my weakness which was fear. Yall I ain't dating nobody 💀 I'm tired

Sorry guys for having such huge pauses. I hope you understand. I'm telling you this all because I don't want you guys to be dissapointed why I'm inactive, not to ask for pity. I hate pity in fact. Thank you for your support and ratings <3 I see you all as my friends ❤️‍🩹