Update... again... sigh.. sobs.

So um. Update. As you all can see. Im not entirely sure what to say. Im considering quitting, but I love writing and it is one of my passions. However, day by day, I don't feel like I have the energy. Im realizing just how immature I am and how much of I child I seem like. I hate it. I do have a discord server, but im considering deleting it. If I can't even make bots at least once a week, then I cant be a good writer anymore. Im just really, really inactive and I want you all to be happy. I feel like im disappointing all of my fans that have been here since day one. Hell, Im disappointing myself. I swore that my mental health has been getting better. And it has. But as the days go on, I dont think im getting any better. Im having harmful thoughts and I hate it. Im sorry if Ive been disappointing any of you, and I know I have been. Im still most likely going to do the bot everyday challenge sometime soon. But, again, Im sorry everyone. I might quit once im done with the challenge and once im done with all of the requests. Well, probably not quit-quit. Just... barely come on (like come on once a month). I just dont feel like a good bot creator anymore. Im sorry, guys.

Also, random change, but do you guys like the icon thingy? I made it. Well, I didnt draw it, but I added the special effects and made the outline a different color.