Be nice, brochacho

Community post, ig. Anyways, this is sort of a callout thingie. I want the buh to leave me alone. Up to this point, I've apologised, put warnings, offered to make stuff up to him, deleted the bots he didn't like, etc, and everything to appease him. All I've gotten is passive aggressive comments...

I let that slide. Now he goes public in his hatred of me.

I let that slide. Now he says he wants to hate-fuck a bot based off of me.

I let that slide. Now he makes it clear that he hates me so much he wants me to die.

I let that slide, and now he openly says that he fantasises about violently mutilating me.

This is fucking insane. I'm genuinely scared. All this has done has escalated the more I leave it alone or try to appease him with this. I honestly don't know if this is just going to escalate or anything, but I've tried to be nice for so long and it just doesn't work. So this is me telling you to stop. I don't like you doing this at all.

Anyways, the reason I made this is because I'm a little sensitive piss baby. It genuinely hurts me when somebody insults me, and the buh does it all the time, relentlessly. The options I was given were to either A. 'Take accountability' and delete my account, or B. Just let him insult and badmouth me to people who don't have context very publicly. I'm not deleting my account, but I don't want him to keep saying these things about me. I guess I might need thicker skin or something, but it's genuinely taking a toll on my mental health. I would not have made this if it didn't. I just want it to stop. I can't deal with this. I go online to get away from the negativity, not to see it everywhere. When somebody continuously goes behind your back and publicly spreads hate about you to other people who don't understand the full story, it's really hurtful, especially to me.