JUDGEMENT

I'm so fucking stupid I hate myself

I can't do anything right

I hate myself I'm so stupid

I'm an idiot

I'm so fucking dumb

I don't even have the mental capacity to remember my phone while going to school

I'm a fucking idiot

I'm stupid

FUCK

I'M STUPID

I'M SUCH A FUCKING IDIOT

I CAN'T EVEN DO A FUCKING TEST

TWO QUESTIONS AND I WOULD HAVE GOT INTO TECH

FUCK

THIS HAPPENED SO LONG AGO AND I'M STILL HAUNTED

FUCK FUCK FUCK SHIT FUCK SHIT SHIT FUCK

EVERYONE ON THIS SITE IS BETTER THAN ME AT EVERYTHING

I PROCRASTINATE ON THIS WHEN I DO LITERALLY NOTHING ELSE

I DON'T GET HOMEWORK AS MUCH AS EVERYONE ELSE BECAUSE I'M FUCKING STUPID

I DON'T DO ANYTHING PRODUCTIVE

I JUST FUCKING EXIST

FUCK

I'M SO FUCKING STUPID

I CAN'T EVEN CONVEY MY FUCKING EMOTIONS WITHOUT SAYING FUCK EVERY SENTENCE

THE ONLY REASON I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF IS BECAUSE I'M TOO MUCH OF A PUSSY

IHATETHISSOMUCHFUCKSHITFUCKFUCK

ICAN'TDOANYTHINGRIGHT

ICAN'TDOANYTHINGFUCKINGRIGHT

THERAPYISJACKSHIT

EVERYONEISBETTEROFFTHANME

FUCK

MYLIFEISFUCKINGUSELESSIDONOTHINGEXCEPTWASTEMONEY

WHATTHEFUCKISTHEPOINT

THISFUCKINGSUCKS

IHATEMYSELF

FUCK

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IHAVENOSKILLSINMYFUCKINGLIFE

THEONLYTHINGIAMGOODATISBEINGBADATEVERYTHING

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MYMEMORYISDOGSHIT

IAMDOGSHIT

ICANNOTFUNCTIONPROPERLYASAHUMANBEING

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