Life Update + future :)

Hello my lovelies, I know I’ve been gone for a while, I promise to post then vanish, I took after my dad what can I say 😔

BUT! I do have a little life update, for the past month or two I haven’t really had the creative juices to write anything or focus on writing, I’ve been in a rut of fighting with my own mental state and trying to figure out what I want to do with my life, where I want to be, what I want to do. I know I have so long because I’m only 21 but seeing other people doing stuff hits that jealousy you know?

That was an entire thing and I finally just got out of that and straight up smacked with something else that’s essentially knocked me on my ass real bad for a while now. That being illness, it’s been awful, it’s lingered for 2 weeks and I have no idea what’s going on. I’ve been to the doctors twice and they don’t know what’s going on, so I’ve been referred urgently to an ENT (ears, nose and throat specialist).

What does this mean? Well it means the symptoms I’m experiencing right now, and what I’ve been experiencing for 2 weeks aren’t going away but the doctors can’t see them, and there’s so many factors that could be leaning into what it is and well… that’s the scariest part. Because that could very well mean something seriously life threatening (hopefully not) but as of right now and my symptoms, it’s pointing in a very concerning direction.

Essentially what I’m saying is, I’m in no way shape or form to do bots right now because I can barely keep myself together, so that’s just a small explanation for my small little hiatus. I have an evil twink Regina George but boy version in the works, his initial message is finished I just need to muster up the strength for his personality! But other than that, we’ll see what happens.

Just wanted to keep yall in the loop, THANKS FOR READING IF YOU DID!