Erm.. so like–

!!Rant time!!

I'm going to be honest, I make a lot of "oopsies" here and there but now I miss not being busy all the time–I mean, now that I actually have a life, friends and shit. But the guilt is eating me alive every time I even think about coming back onto this site. As much as I want to provide y'all with what I promised – more of Jeffery.

I don't think I can.

I know I've already said this before, but now it feels less like a choice I'll regret later and one I need now because bot making isn't for me. What's been holding me back was the fact that it was hard knowing this isn't going to last forever, that I'd have to say goodbye to all of you.

After all, it was fun at first, like one day I suddenly decided to make a Jeffery bot out of nowhere and kept going until it started feeling repetitive. Boring. Aside from writers block–what really motivated me to keep going was the sheer creativity people come out with every day, something that wasn't porn for once in a blue moon because uh..

Writing smut ain't my thing.. I tried it many times (as you can see), cringed the fuck out but didn't think too much about it at the end of the day. And NO.. I'm not hating on people who write it, I'm just explaining why I even bothered to try it myself. I simply wanted to fit in.

Now I don't feel like creating anymore.. thats it. I honestly don't feel as comfortable anymore because of personal reasons.

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Just in case you have other questions:

• No, I don't post my stuff on other sites.

• No, I don't have a social media. Even if I did I wouldn't feel comfortable sharing it. I'm a very private person and its for the best.

• No, I won't be creating bots anymore. My mental health has been deteriorating. Don't get me wrong though, I love every single one of you for supporting me – I honestly never expected to be seen. Reading every comment whenever I'm down put me back up on my feet and made me strong enough to realize that I'm not alone.

• No, I won’t be taking down my account or my bots. They’ll all stay up for you to use whenever you want – no shame no gain.

• Yes, you can copy/paste my bots definition. Just keep them private, otherwise give credit. That's all. Thank you for everything 🫂

But will I be active...?

Partially