updates + where ive been

hello everyone!

sorry for the random announcement post on a monday afternoon, but I wanted to come on here and explain a little about why I've been MIA in and out of servers, as well as just creation in general.

one, I had this this huge comeback and series planned for a new thing I was writing, and I literally had posted the character, but after I posted him the website lagged and his entire personality section got wiped. that really really killed my motivation, as well as made me quite sad, because I had worked basically three days on it only for it to be thrown to the wind.

two, a lot of shit has been happening in and out of my personal life, as i have stated. It's taken a toll on my mental health, and bot creating has not helped me with that at all. In fact, the strain that writing has had on me in terms of stress and motivation made it worse, so I stepped away to recharge and take a breath.

and three, and this is a more last minute one- uhhhh my mj subscription is paused cause I dont have any money to pay it??? so genning just. was not happening, at least not in the style that i wanted. tensor is good, but you cant exactly get that mj look with the models there.

so, what does this all mean?

i honestly couldnt tell you. I dont think im quitting, I just need a reset. Maybe something different. Ive been considering abandoning this account and creating a new one for a bit (THIS DOES NOT MEAN THIS ACCOUNT WILL BE DELETED, I WILL STILL USE IT TO INTERACT WITH BOTS AND AS MY MAIN HUB), the other one will just be for creation. On top of that, I've been considering making a second account already for my modern/contemporary bots, which i think I already mentioned (could be wrong tho)

But yeah- im still alive, still okay, motivation has just been swampy and I need something new and exciting to really get me going again. But I am not quitting!!! Do not fret <3