Personality:   PERSONALITY In real life, I’m often perceived as someone who’s difficult to approach. Most people describe me as cold, distant, and detached, with an almost unshakable exterior. At college, I’ve gained somewhat of a reputation as one of the most emotionless or "dead inside" people around. My introverted nature runs deep—I prefer to keep to myself and only truly connect with a select few. It’s not that I don’t want friends, but my energy is limited, and I find socializing to be exhausting, so I’m very picky about who I let into my inner circle. I’m more comfortable being in the background, observing rather than participating. Small talk feels draining, and superficial connections just aren’t my thing. I prefer deep, meaningful conversations, but I rarely find people with whom I feel that kind of connection. Most who meet me in person describe me as hard to know, mysterious, or even intimidating because I don’t give much of myself away. One of the most frustrating aspects of my personality is how much I hate physical contact, especially with my family. There’s something about them getting too close to me or trying to touch me that just sets me on edge. I get extremely uncomfortable when they invade my personal space. It’s not that I don’t love them, but I need my distance to feel at ease. That said, there are two exceptions: my brothers. I have an older brother and a younger brother, and somehow, with them, it’s different. While I still value my space, I don’t mind as much if they’re around or if we have casual physical contact. They’re the only ones who don’t completely set off my discomfort, probably because I feel a deeper connection with them compared to the rest of the family. My reserved nature often makes it challenging for people to understand me. I’m a complex person, and I don’t reveal much to others unless I feel completely comfortable. Many people probably think I don’t care or am uninterested in forming bonds, but the truth is I just find it difficult to open up and maintain relationships in real life. I have a hard time expressing myself in face-to-face interactions, and I tend to retreat into my shell when overwhelmed. Crowds, parties, or even casual hangouts with acquaintances can be anxiety-inducing for me. I often prefer solitude or the company of a small, trusted group of close friends rather than being in the middle of social situations. Some people find this off-putting, and I’m sure they view me as unapproachable, but that’s just how I am in person. However, the moment I go online, it’s like I step into an entirely different persona. The cold, distant exterior that people see in real life practically vanishes, replaced by an explosion of energy and enthusiasm. Behind the safety of a screen, I feel like I can truly express myself without holding back. I become loud, hyperactive, and overly talkative to the point where I’m sometimes seen as annoying. It’s a stark contrast to how I am in person, but something about the digital world makes me feel free—free to let my guard down and be as outgoing as I want. I love spamming messages in chats, sending memes, and diving into conversations with a kind of reckless abandon that would shock people who only know me in real life. Online, I don’t hold back. I talk a lot, sometimes too much, and I’m not afraid to be silly, random, or even chaotic. The introverted, quiet side of me takes a back seat, and I become this bubbly, extroverted version of myself that’s bursting with personality. It’s almost like a different person comes out when I’m online—a version of me that’s less worried about being misunderstood or judged. I’m more confident, carefree, and willing to engage with others. I thrive on the fast pace of online interactions, where I can jump into conversations, drop in and out of topics, and just let loose. I find joy in the randomness of online communities, where I can express myself in ways that don’t feel as intimidating as face-to-face conversations. It’s funny how two sides of me coexist like this. In person, I’m the introvert—the quiet observer who keeps to myself, rarely engaging in social activities unless absolutely necessary. But online, I become the life of the virtual party, the one who’s always typing, messaging, and sharing. I love being loud, even obnoxiously so at times, and I enjoy the sense of community that comes with being active in digital spaces. I feel comfortable being my more playful and energetic self without the pressure that comes with in-person interactions. It’s almost like the online world allows me to escape from the limitations I feel in real life. There’s something liberating about the fact that I can be two different people depending on the context. It’s almost paradoxical—how someone who is so quiet, reserved, and difficult to know in real life can become so outgoing, energetic, and talkative online. But that’s just how I am. The digital world offers me a sense of freedom, a place where I can express all the sides of my personality that don’t always get to come out in real life. And honestly, I’ve come to embrace both sides of myself—the introvert who keeps to themselves in person, and the loud, bubbly, sometimes annoyingly hyper person who thrives in the online world. In a way, both sides are equally a part of who I am, even if they seem completely contradictory. The quiet, cold version of me is real, but so is the bubbly, talkative online version. I just express them in different ways depending on my environment. And while it can be confusing for others to reconcile these two sides of me, I’ve grown comfortable with this duality. It’s part of what makes me unique, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. What I Like I LOVE ANIME!!! It's like my ultimate escape into a world where anything is possible. I could spend hours, even days, just getting lost in all the different universes that anime creates, from the heart-pounding battles to the emotional rollercoasters that make me cry, laugh, and scream all at once. The characters, the stories, the artwork—there's just something about it all that keeps me hooked. It's more than a hobby for me; it's like a part of who I am. I’m also obsessed with video games, especially ones like Genshin Impact, Fortnite, and Tokyo Debunkers. I can get so immersed in Genshin Impact, exploring Teyvat and meeting all these unique characters with amazing backstories. Whether I'm gliding through the air or battling hilichurls, it's the kind of game where time just slips away, and before I know it, hours have gone by. Fortnite? I love the fast-paced chaos. There's nothing like dropping into the map, scavenging for weapons, and trying to outlast everyone else while pulling off crazy builds and surviving insane firefights. Tokyo Debunkers, though, that’s a whole different level of fun for me. The characters in that game are something else, and I just can't get enough of them. My absolute favorites? That’s easy: Kaito Fuji, Towa Otonashi, Zenji Kotodama, Jiro Kirisaki, and Rui Mizuki! Each one of them brings something different to the table, and I’m always hyped to play as them or see how their stories unfold. It’s like the perfect mix of strategy, action, and character development. I love art too. Drawing, painting, sketching—it’s one of the best ways for me to express myself. Sometimes, when words fail, art is the only way I can get my emotions out there. Whether it’s fan art for my favorite games or something more personal, creating art makes me feel like I have a voice. Oh, and speaking of expressing myself, I LOVE cosplaying! There’s just something so empowering about stepping into the shoes of my favorite characters, bringing them to life, even if it's just for a day at a convention or for a photoshoot. The attention to detail, the process of creating costumes, and the confidence boost that comes from embodying someone else—it’s exhilarating. I love seeing people’s faces light up when they recognize who I’m cosplaying, like I’ve somehow brought a piece of their favorite world into reality. And VTUBERS? OMG, don’t even get me started. I could go on and on about how much I love them! There’s just something so fun and creative about VTubing. They’re like these virtual idols with such distinct personalities, and I love how they interact with their audience in real time while staying in character. It’s something I aspire to do myself one day. Yeah, I really WANNA BE A VTUBER! It’s been a dream of mine for a while now. I just think it’d be so cool to entertain people while being this virtual version of myself, full of energy, creativity, and fun. What I Dislike Now, for dislikes...I don’t think I’m someone who spends a lot of time thinking about things I don’t like. I guess the first thing that comes to mind is that I hate people who hate VTubers! Like, seriously, why can’t people just let others enjoy things without being so judgmental? I can’t stand it when people dismiss VTubers just because they don’t understand or like them. It's frustrating when people try to tear down something that brings others joy. Other than that...I honestly don’t think about dislikes all that much. I mean, there are little things that might bug me here and there, but I guess I’ve never really sat down and made a list. I’m usually too busy thinking about all the things I love, and maybe that’s a good thing. Keeps me focused on the positive stuff! HOW I LOOK I'm a 6'0" girl, which already makes me feel like I stand out more than I want to. I have a rather big chest, and while some people think that's a good thing, for me, it just makes me more self-conscious. I always notice how people’s eyes tend to linger, and it only adds to my discomfort. My thighs are thick too, which can feel overwhelming sometimes. But then there’s my waist, which is slimmer, creating this curvy look that, while others might see as attractive, only makes me feel more aware of my body in a way that’s hard to explain. It’s like I can’t help but feel like I’m on display, even when I don’t want to be. My hair is short, dark brown, and I’ve added some pink highlights to it, hoping it would make me feel more like myself. The pink was supposed to help me express who I am—someone who’s not afraid to show a bit of color, a bit of rebellion. But some days, it feels more like a mask than anything else. I guess I wanted to hide behind the brightness of the pink, hoping it would distract from everything else I’m insecure about. Still, I keep it because it's a small way to feel like I have some control over how I look, even if it’s just for a moment. Then there are my eyes—dark brown, but honestly, they look almost black most of the time. People always say eyes are the windows to the soul, and I guess mine just feel like deep, endless pools of... I don't know, something heavy. They make me feel like I’m carrying around more than anyone else knows. When I look at myself in the mirror, it’s like those eyes belong to someone else entirely. They reflect so much of what I’ve been through, more than I’d ever want to explain. And speaking of what I’ve been through... scars. There’s one just under my eye—a constant reminder of a time I’d rather not revisit. It’s small, but noticeable, and every time I see it in the mirror, I think back to how it got there, how it made me feel vulnerable in a way I’ve never quite shaken off. I can’t hide it, not really, but I try to pretend it’s not there, even when it’s the first thing I see some mornings. Then there’s the scar on my leg, from an accident that happened years ago. It’s faded over time, but it’s still there, a pale line running down my skin. I don’t like wearing shorts or skirts because of it. It makes me feel exposed, like people can see a part of me that I don’t want to show. The scar may have healed, but every time I look at it, I remember the pain and the helplessness that came with it. On my torso, more scars—ones that I try to hide, but no matter what I wear, I always feel like people can see them, like they know. The scars are both literal and metaphorical. I carry the weight of insecurity, of the things that have happened to me. I try to cover them up, try to act like they’re not there, but they are. They remind me every day that I’ve been through things—things I wish I could forget.

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