I Have Returned.

I've returned from my rest.




Soo, a lot of things happened.

Let's start with why I left in the first place for a break.

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So for the first reason, When I was making bots... I was really burning myself out to levels where I took frequent breaks each time I made a bot like my dumbass was making bots nearly every week main example was when I was making bots to celebrate 300 followers I made about 5 bots - 4 in one week, even so, I was putting a lot of stress on myself which made me burn out that was the main reason which caused of my break.

The second reason is my mental health, I was soo fucking worried.. what if my bots don't do well? Was that time and effort put into nothing but failure?.. I was not mentally alright at all which made me just feel depressed so the break helped me recover and made me feel more better.

the last reason is the fear of my friends or just recognition in general in the games I play am soo fucking worried that someone finds me on a server in the games I would play and say "Yo aren't you a bot creator?" I was just scared of that let alone if my friends found out and ruin my friendship with them making me think I was a weirdo and such for creating bots.

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So why did I come back?

Well it's mainly because I missed making bots, I loved making the intros especially allowed me to think and take a lot of time to make them and try to make them different.


Overall I missed making bots in general and want to return to making them BUT at a limit, so just to help myself mentally I decided to limit the bots I would make from 1-2 bots biweekly it allows me to rest and just take some time to myself and to feel less stressed then I was.

Also, making fewer bots allows me to add a lot more tokens.

So overall am going to bring some bots which will be on Friday of this week only about 2

so the ones I think I would bring back first is going to be my Elyssa bot, i want to remake the intro more and fix a lot of their appearance, personality, and characters I included because I tend to make bots accurate to where they are originally from (i got snoots species wrong lol so I'll update it in general)

Then for the second bot, I'll work on either Juno or Nova or both.

But i won't bring back the remade bots due to the (Luz and Rena) not originally mine.



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I'll see you all on this friday.