leaving

as foretold

i had a really bad breakdown and overdosed on a bunch of prozac and sertraline now i figure i should just get the weights off myself

ive been pissed off at ai lately i do not need to be feeding into it more less i ruin my current state and future even worse, the sheer amount of artificial slop ive had shoved in my face has started to leave a horrific taste in my mouth towards artificial intelligence

i will leave my account up for the sake of leaving those still relying on ai to use what i currently have left to offer, same with the other one - however if any data breach happens i am going to delete my accounts just as i have with character ai

this is spoken without any particular malice if you believe i am being quite harsh, im quitting and thats all it dumbs down to

find some friends to chat with, i have no clue how the roleplay community is like at the current as i roleplay with a circle of friends that or on roblox (which unfortunately for me will get cut at some point cause i am not feeding these cunts my id)

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small update

i have since been to a mental hospital, the act admitted me but i am on leave

i hope all of you are doing well, my doings to commit suicide will however not cease

i am not active with it but if i get hit by a car then that's it

will reply and comment on stuff every now and then cause there is some interesting stuff going on here and sometimes im too anxious to start things on discord