very ominous post

hello hello sweeties!

i hope all of you are doing well and feeling good. i genuinely dislike making posts like this, but since j.ai still lacks an announcement section, i’m stuck with this for now. i won’t make it very long, but i feel like i owe you all a little something instead of complete silence. i'm sure at least one of you expected this, as i haven't posted in over a month. i’m currently on a sort of hiatus. life has become incredibly busy for me. work is very demanding, and i have classes as well, which leaves me with very little free time. during the rare moments i do have, i usually try to rest so i don't burn out. i lack both the motivation and time to write bots. while it might seem like a simple hobby, it takes me hours to make one bot. i write multiple drafts, which go through a lot of proofreading and whatnot. i also rewrite my bots’ personalities for each scenario to ensure they fit appropriately, which is, frankly, time-consuming and painful. i can’t tell y'all how bad my ass hurts after sitting for three hours straight...

anyway, you've all been so incredible to me for such a long time. i've met wonderful people, and you have all brought me so much happiness. ♡ i'm NOT quitting. if i were quitting, i would say so. life has just forced me to become an adult... (i'm turning 20 soon—please do kill me). i’m not in a position to promise regular bots right now. they will come and go as i'm able to make them. ♡ thank you for reading. if there's ever anything, my discord is in my bio—yes, you may come yell at me to make bots. it might motivate me! however, i'm a terrible texter, but it's not on purpose, i promise.

lots of love, xoxo

tldr: on hiatus, busy life, tired brain, not quitting