no, this is not clickbait.

i quit.

you probably see a bunch of creators posting about how they're "retiring" or they're "taking a long hiatus". i promise, i am not trying to do that. i don’t see this as a job that i “retire from”.

My motivation has been really dead when it comes to writing for the longest time. I have at least 15 requests left to do, collecting dust for months, and my 'original ideas' are constantly getting swapped out because I felt pressured to chase the latest trending games and media.

i lost interest in most of my original hobbies and now spend most of my time on this depraved shithole of a sight, constantly refreshing tabs to get the ideal messages.

every time i log on, i see less good quality bots on the front page and more abusive fucking men because every man and woman on here is apparently the worlds biggest fucking masochists around. it’s either that or low quality, 250 token slop that makes 15k messages, whilst my 2k+ token bots barely scrape up to 1k messages.

i lost most of my followers when i switched to variety instead of Haz-shit Motel because apparently you’ll eat up slop as long as it has the Vivziepop name slapped somewhere on it. None of them were even any good- my writing has gotten exponentially better since those bots, but nooo! It’s not the drug-addict prostitute spider, the boring serial killer, the tv-headed freak or the most one-dimensional, bland characters ever, so god forbid you interact with them.

i don't want to do this anymore.

so im quitting. the account is going to stay up as an archive of sorts, but im not posting anymore, im not responding to replies, im not interacting with bots, i am DONE.

thanks for sticking around. this has been antomis, and i'll see you… well, never. go outside, touch grass.