I debated whether to publish this or not.

As you all know, I've barely been making bots.

I've been busy in real life with stuff in real-life, alongside a big lack of ideas and inspiration. Additionally I haven't really had it in me to make any bots recently.

I am Sleep deprived as I write this Bio/Announcement.

My mental state having been kinda wavering, which friends know about. I've been having my moments with stuff, like being sad, kind of depressed, and such, for the past while, which friends also know about, my mental state questionable the past while.

I've also bee dealing with bad memory, though I don't know what causes it, or well, why it happens, I just forget stuff, not-important and important, sometime stuff from days ago, sometimes stuff from mere-seconds ago.

Been dealing with lack of sleep, having had problems with sleeping.

I'm fine for the most part, to my belief. I believe I'm fine for the most part.

Call this a reveal if you want, call it honesty. I don't know.
The biggest reveal I could probably ever do;

I've also been having a bit of issues with my identity, questioning my own identity. As there is something I don't say often, only having told a few people. For anyone who doesn't know, I'm not biologically female - I'm biologically male. I've been using female and nonbinary pronouns - or so - as those are what I have preferred, liking to be called by those pronouns.

Though I have constantly been questioning myself, about my gender, not understanding myself very well. I don't know fully if I want to be male or female, but I love and like the idea of being female, a women. I'm unsure much myself and am slightly worried about regretting any choice I make. I might be trans, I might be trans in denial, I don't know myself.

Being known as a girl - and liking it that way, is all I really know about how I feel.

I honestly don't know how many people I've told at this point, and I'm sorry to anyone I know who I hid this stuff from, I just - I don't know. I don't know why I decided to tell now.

I, awhile ago, even started growing out my hair and stuff, to try and be a slight bit more feminine-ish or so, alongside the fact, I kind of like having longer hair.

I just probably won't be making bots anymore, or will probably make bots very rarely, with huge gaps between each bot made, or so.

Most likely I am retired, I probably wont be making bots anytime soon.