Hello

Hello. I know this is probably isnt the place to rant but im just gonna put this here as it affects my future bot making.

Remember the Haeun Kim bot? It was the bot i had fun making compared to all of my characters.

Part of it was because i based that off on one person.

Haeun. The real Haeun.

She was my inspiration upon making the bot. Not for the plot, of course. Gods no. Just for what i perceived about her being sweet and some few good traits. I didn't want to make it too obvious to her that she was the actual inspiration of the bot.

She left the jai community now.

She's not coming back.

Im still breaking down as i type this. She didn't deserve any of it. Im sorry im keeping it vague, but i didn't want to make it disturbing for anyone.

Im taking a bit time off from jai or social platforms. Just honestly to process this. Maybe 1 or 2 months at most. I thought i was already numb about this, given that i face hardships at my work.

I dont know how much i can say without revealing too much info, but please dont be an ass to people when its not warranted. She was just helping people realize what they could work on. Don't go attacking what they fucking love just because you didn't agree to it.

To the people who drove her off to that state, i hope you sleep well at night—knowing you drove her off to this mess.

Although given your personality, you're probably unapologetic about it.